as im writing right now its thursday. im hoping i can save the posts as drafts and publish them on my phone.. if you're reading this, its worked! lol :)
if im on a ride at a theme park or fun fair, im not as bad, although i wont look down or i close my eyes! but if its by foot, like on a ladder or something, im terrified! i shake and my legs go to jelly. i dont like see-through stairs either or piers because you can see through *shudder*
i wouldnt say its a phobia but its not far off! even small ones.. just no! i cant even kill them, they proper freak me out. i usually freeze... then run or get aaron to get it! luckily he's not bothered by them.. phew!
i used to be fine with it but the last few times ive proper freaked out.. cold sweats, shaking, feeling sick.. i have no idea why though! it just come from nowhere. i hope one day i can get over this cause im missing out as im so reluctant to go abroad on holiday again after the last few times :/
im pretty sure most of us are scared of dying.. i really hope its not painful, dont we all? - not that we get much choice obviously. it just really upsets and scares me that one day i wont exist.. goodness knows how ill cope when someone really really close to me dies.. i dont even wanna think about it.
i do not like storms at all! the thunder scares me way more than the lightening cause it just sounds horrible and scary! when i was young, i used to sit in my parents bedroom next to the bed cause i dont like being alone, i never woke them, i just sat there quiet til it went away. last year i was home alone and there was a storm and i was really freaking out big time!! im not toooo bad anymore if im with someone though.
aaron took me on a row boat once. never, ever again. it was suposed to be romantic but i was so scared! i nearly fell in the water trying to get in and then was too scared to move at all because it rocked about so much! i just kept imagining water leaking in which made it worse cause i cant swim!
i dont mean like the drug!! - i mean like going fast.. more so in a car. on rides im not too bad but if im in a car and the driver really has their foot down i do not like it at all. especially round corners/bends.. there really is no need to scare me like that! just saying ;) ooh and i would never ever get on a motorbike. no siree!
quiet roads at night.
when we're driving along a back road at night, i always think 'omg what if someone jumped out and tried to attack us!' while i know this is highly unlikely, its not impossible either! ..i think ive watched too many american films!!
what do you fear? xxx